xxgore, forrrrshore.

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uh.
idontcare
xxgore
i can see the depression creepin back into my life

i knew it couldnt stay away for long

uh.
idontcare
xxgore
i still have the urge to take a blade to my skin anytime i hold a box cutter

old habits die hard i guess

uh.
idontcare
xxgore
get the fuck out of my dreams

im trying to forget you
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uh.
idontcare
xxgore
for the longest time, I swore I'd be alone for the rest of my life
it must've been my fault that everyone left
because I don't believe in coincidences

until I met you
you changed my attitude and set all of my fears free
I'm not nervous anymore
I'm not scared
I've never felt so passionate and motivated to actually become someone
I want to mean something to you
and I want you to be proud

thank you for seeing who I was behind all the stress of the world
thank you for loving me
and in return I'll be yours forever
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uh.
xxgore
xxgore
i think ive found myself in your skin
i think i know where i want to settle down
i dont feel the need to lock your texts because i'll never forget your words
and i dont feel the need to look back on them because i know there will be more
photographs dont matter to me because the flash cant capture how bright your smile is
i still cant figure out how to compose a proper sentence around you
not because of nervous lips
but because nothing will ever sound as perfect as you, humming your favorite song
i dont need medicine or alcohol or drugs
nothing gets me higher than your eyes
your name is burned onto my tongue and i like the way it feels

who would've thought I'd end up here again
xxgore
xxgore
he said he loves me and in that single second I felt it ripple through my skin, to the tips of my fingers and out through my nose
i thought I might cry and I was positive that I had died, though I'm sure I'm still alive because my cheeks are as red as a rose
i was baffled beyond belief that he even could form those words
that I was the one who caused those lips to move against his will and create a realm around us, cutting my attention life a knife. i can't hear the world anymore
but I can see it in your eyes, delicate and iridescent, tinged with fire.
you said you love me and in that single second I felt it run through my hair, down my spine and into my veins.
I am in a new universe, you're my sky and my sea. I pray to your hands that you won't let go of me.

akdov
idontcare
xxgore
vodka
oh vodka
that familiar burn
my fingertips go numb
and in return
so do my feelings
and I am able to say what I feel
I am able to be as icy as
my bottle of contentment
an escape from a life of resentment
vodka
oh vodka
my one true savior
I take shot after shot
and enjoy the blackout
as well as the flavor


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idontcare
xxgore
when the sun set tonight
I thought about you
the way you'd always watch moon rise
and how you'd try your hardest to put words to the colors of the sky
I'm still not sure if you ever figured it out
or if you're still writing at all
I can't describe the sky for you
but I was hoping you could


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unfinished
xxgore
xxgore
"will you get tired of me?" she questioned while plucking the petals off a of a daisy,
barely raising her voice over the gentle spring breeze,
barely lifting her gaze from the grass beneath her knees.

"will you leave me?" she spoke so quietly that I could've misheard her,
while she turned her face towards the warmth of the sun light,
while she reached over and squeezed my hand just a tad too tight.

"I know you'll forget me..." she whispered with eyes shut tightly.
I felt the tears fall off of her face,
I felt her heart beat start to race,
I felt her gentle sigh,
I felt her hopes die.

uh.
xxgore
xxgore
he called me babe


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